Saturday, October 21, 2006

Eid Mubarak

AL hamd Lillah, God has helped me fast all of Ramadan... I honestly don't feel so good since I did not do anything but fast. This pregnancy was good in comparison to many, but for me it was difficult. I still say Al hamd Lillah because there were no serious complications. But for my petit body it was not easy still. The weight, the back pain, the effort with Omar, even though Al hamd Lillah I have been blessed with a sweet girl for assistance at the right time (all due thanks to Allah for his mercy)…

I started the ninth month on the 2oth of Oct. I was scheduled for a c-section on the 10th or 11th of November, but last check up I was told to expect it to be earlier.. Maybe 5th or God knows when.

Mr. Little one is pushing and struggling for a way out!!! Really pushing hard…

I can’t wait to see the little one, but scared to death… Responsibility of the baby, Omar and the house hold is scaring me. My Anemia is scaring me, the weakness and dizziness I face after delivery too. I do pray these things go well, and I do pray for no serious complications with Allah’s mercy.

It is a weird feeling… I am scared, but have lots of faith at the same time, but I guess that is normal.

In all cases I do pray that Allah protects my kid and the one to come, and myself to be there for them. I do pray Ulysse is patient and helpful after delivery… I do pray to recover fast and to be able to handle every thing well isa.

Eid Mubarak to all out there…. I pray God accepts our fasting and what ever deeds we were able to perform and to forgive my incompetence in performing deeds throughout this month.